8/6/2001

pahleez bahleeve

well well well what do we have hear? a cd
and some beer. its late night and i cant
fucking fall asleep. this cd is just too
deep. what cd would that be? well its a
cd wes borland burned for me with some
ill new guitar riffs for our album.
between the buzz, sick view of LA's
shimmering lights, shitty day, and the
new riffs, i am feeling somewhat like an
alien. wait a minute i am an alien. one
whos putting news in the news that isnt
even news. hmm. anyway, venting to you
people is all i really have at this moment.
if i were to scream at the top of my lungs
to get alittle out of me the hotel security
would come and ask me to quiet things down
a bit. at that time i would offer them a
beer. of course a good litlle security guard
would say no, but its 4:18 am and they could
probably use one, right? so as i write this
piece of "news" ive now, this minute,
decided to step out on my balcony and let it
out!!......................................
...........................................
.......im back. i wonder if it will work.
i could use someone to talk to right now.
i was in the chat earlier and i just sorta
wanted to watch. you know what? im gonna
go back in now anyway. if the security
comes ill let you know what happened.

fred